So Here's About Me:

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I was born on a Tuesday afternoon

on the 3rd of October 1972 in Houston, Texas 
When I was 1 year old, my Mother decided to

take me to Germany and raised me There, 

in a lil place called Saarlouis

which is a lil place in the Saarland, 
a land named after the river that flows thru it called the Saar.. 

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I've spent most of the first 20 years of my life in Hospitals because

I was born with Scoliosis Major and a terminal blood disorder called Thalassemia Major

which were both inherited and that bad blood was supposed to kill me by the age of 9

[according to the Doctors]

But I survived past 9, so then they predicted my death by the age of 14

Then by the age of 18 (I got Married and had a Healthy Baby Girl by that time)

By the time I was 20,

I've decided to move back to America. 

(Why? That's Another story for Another book)
But That was 1 of the scariest things I've ever done because

I didn't Know Anyone in the USA and I spoke NOOO English at that time!
I've been back in the States since 1993 and been from New York to LA 

and almost every State in-between and along the way my knowing of 

"Where I'm Actually From" kinda got lost in the mix.

What Else got Lost?

That Scary Blood Disorder

that was supposed to kill me!!!

I don't know what happened! LOL

I went to different Doctors and Hospitals 

and I specifically asked them to check for Thalassemia

But even after all the tests, it could no longer be detected in my Blood!

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I guess I wasn't Done Living Yet!

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I have survived many other things and situations that were supposed to kill me

and I have to say I'm Dam Proud of how long I have lasted under the circumstances!

Now that I have managed to stay in this life for 48 years, I have to admit that I'm tired!

At this point I'm living in constant Pain, it Hurts to breathe and to move around

and my legs and my broken back just don't want to carry me anymore.

I'm So Painfully exhausted and to be honest, I don't know

for how much longer I can keep pushing myself..

but I'll give it All I got until nothing of me is left.

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it's been a crazy ride..
What I have learned so far is

that I Am a Citizen of the Universe

made of Stardust and Cosmic Dreams

The darkness made me what I Am today.

Able to See without a light and Not afraid
of Anything and Thankful for what I have.

I have stopped explaining myself to people
who've proven that they lack the intelligence 
and the Depth Needed to actually understand me.
This is Only for the ones who Really Care to Know Me.

Yess, I have lots of battle scars and some damages

and the Pain of a Broken Heart shows on my face.
But my Mind is Prettier than my Face

and my Soul outshines them Both.
So I shouldn't have to worry.

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Here are some of my other websites 

and some photos